Thursday, January 10, 2008

Exes

I wish I could say I wasn’t the jealous type, but I just can’t shake it off. In my bright, most optimistic and trusting moments, I say It’s okay & What gives me the right to limit his friendships anyway? If he wants to be friends with her - so what?

So what.

After my experience with anonymous exhibits 1 & 2, I’ve learned that you can’t be with someone for 1 year or more (roughly 3, maybe 4 years) and not have some sort of psychological attachment to him, to her. It’s not easy to build a healthy, normal friendship void of any romantic, tense emotions with this person after you’ve started seeing someone else. It’s not easy, but it is possible.

I don’t think it’s fair to put someone through the pain of ‘wondering,’ and so I’m being a semi-hard ass bitch about this. I won’t go into the details.

I’m ready for the future. (sort of and not ever)