Thursday, July 12, 2007

surprise

when i am overcome with the realization that i have nothing planned for the rest of the night (and it is 9 pm) and that i am very alone in pittsburgh, my jaw tightens and my teeth feel very weakly rooted and my gums seem to be throbbing swelling jarging (i made this word up but it is relevant) screaming BITE DOWN HARD! this feeling subsides for only half a second before returning again. and again. and again. I just conquered it with eclipse sugar free gum.

This will make the return home sweeter, I have to believe.

I miss Zach. that's a different feeling altogether. in the heart.

Did i ever tell you guys that I had a dream that weezer was a huge fluke
and 'El Scorcho' was actually written by some elvis sounding dude in the 60s but in the 60s there was not Green Day or half- japanese girls.. interracial marriage was rather rare, it has been noted.

I hate using public restrooms. especially the sandy wet toilet paper arbitrarily strewn across the cement ground beach ones that smell like sea and sweat. but then i think there are humans that just go anywhere and they smell bad all the time. and then i slap myself.. So what? it still sucks that i have to pee in this place!

Today at work, the lady who works at the front desk was visited by her sister who brought along with her two PUPPIES!!!!!!!! They were 7 weeks old. Mutts. Half Australian cattle dog somethings and half hound something else. Gino (brother) and Gaby (sister). CUTE SOFT FLOPPY CURIOUS CUTE and i wanted to have them. Gino peed on the carpeted office floor and he was almost immediately thrown into his plastic puppy cage, chastised for such an outrageous act of...what is expected of untrained puppies jeez. Gino and Gaby both had to leave in the plastic puppy cage soon after this incident...it sucked. I want to play with puppies for at least half an hour every day. This way I am guaranteed to be reminded that Life is Good, even if, inevitably, it has no purpose.






Right.