me.

i haven't really had a chance to be self-absorbed and just write a nice long post about myself..
and so that's what i'm going to do..

everyone i talk to about it and that knows me pretty well is surprised that i've come back from london but am not over the guy i was supposed to get over. i don't feel like i have to justify this, but i will anyway. i don't think i can stop loving someone until i meet someone that i love more. or until that person gives me a reason to absolutely be done with them..

but do you know what keeps me going? is knowing that someday i'm going to be so comfortable with who i am and so in love with someone that is RIGHT for me.

i'm so over this post..i was going to say so much more. but i just can't...SD tomorrow for sungod! can't wait to see so many of you finally...


( dude my brother is so cute. i told him i can't fall asleep when he snores..oh btw we sleep in the same room when my mom's on business trips silly but anyway..so he feels so bad that he's like covering his nose and mouth with the blanket...it's really not helping but it's cute that he's trying..i love him.)